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(Act II, pg. 51)
ROS: It could go on for ever. Well, not for ever, I suppose.
(Pause) Do you ever think of yourself as actually dead,
lying in a box with a lid on it?
ROS: Nor do I, really... It's silly to be depressed by it. I mean one
thinks of it like being alive in a box, one keeps forgetting to
take into account the fact that one is dead... which should
make a difference... shouldn't it? I mean, you'd never know
you were in a box, would you? It would be just like being
asleep in a box. Not that I'd like to sleep in a box, mind you,
not without any air - you'd wake up dead, for a start and then
where would you be? Apart from inside a box. That's the bit I
don't like, frankly. That's why I don't think of it.
(GUlL stirs restlessly, pulling his cloak round him.)
Because you'd be helpless, wouldn't you? Stuffed in a box
like that, I mean you'd be in there for ever. Even taking
into account the fact that you're dead, really... ask
yourself, if! asked you straight off - I'm going to stuff you
in this box now, would you rather be alive or dead?
Naturally, you'd prefer to be alive. Life in a box is better
than no life at all. I expect. You'd have a chance at least.
You could he there thinking - well, at least I'm not dead!
In a minute someone's going to bang on the lid and tell me
to come out. (Banging on the floor with his fists.) 'Hey you,
whatsyernaine! Come out of there!'
GUlL: (Jumps up savagely) You don't have to flog it to death!
ROS: I wouldn't think about it, if! were you. You'd only get
depressed. (Pause.) Eternity is a terrible thought. I mean,
where's it going to end?
[ . . . ]
ROS: All right, we know you're in there! Come out talking! (Pause)
We have no control. None at all...(He paces.) Whatever
became of the moment when one first knew about death?
There must have been one, a moment, in childhood when it
first occurred to you that you don't go on forever. It must
have been shattering stamped into one's memory. And yet
I can't remember it. It never occurred to me at all. What
does one make of that? We must be born with an intutuion
of mortality. Before we know the words for it, before we
know that there are words, out we come, bloodied and
squalling with the knowledge that for all the compasses in
the world, there is only one direction, and time is its only